Hi. I´m just a girl who cares. Would you join my cause?
So…I never thought I’d do this but to be honest I just needed it. I had just told my friend not to do it but my problems started to grow bigger every minute.
To start, two loved-ones died by the end of 2013, then my parents wanted to get divorced and they yelled at me saying it was my fault, then I started liking this guy but I was afraid everything went worng as always so I started making bad decisions trying to avoid the same dead end, then my physics notebook got lost and I had to repeat it, then I started having food problems because of my mom, then I started having little fights with some friends and I rejected my best boy-friend, then someone ripped almost all my work from my new physics notebook so I had to start again but I had lots of assigments to do and to be honest I started not doing any homework, then one of my best friends told me that she cut herself, my parents told me we were going to move from town, things with my crush got tough, I started to remember my past and I became more afraid, my best friend was depressed and paranoid because he thought she had cancer or maybe she was pregnant, then I had to help lots of people who had been for me, my grandma almost died, the relationship with my parents became horrible, then they made fun at me because accidentally I became my crush’s stalker, I became more aggressive and sometimes auto-destructive, then I just started to feel like I was a worthless shitty problem for everybody and all of this was always hidden by a smile, then I noticed all the mes I’d done, and every evening of the last week I tried to avoid cutting myself and saying sorry to everyone every five minutes and finally my crush stopped talking to me, I solved some things about grades (even if I passed all the subjects my grades were horrible), my parents and I fixed things, I started eating normally again, relationships became better with my friends but what killed me the most was how somd little hit could made me lose my head completely when I used to be a very happy little girl. How ridiculous teenage life is, don’t you think?
Heart-Shaped Box // Nirvana
A good song. My favourite of theirs. Although Im not quite sure whether they covered it from “The Dead Kennedys”.
"This is where it all begins. Everything starts here, today."
— David Nicholls, One Day (via feellng)
I’m so proud of myself :)
As of today it has been a whole month since I last cut :)
I went from cutting everyday to being a month clean
I’m on the road to success and nobody can bring me down.
of course I’m going to have days where I believe otherwise.
But that’s okay.
I’ve finally accepted who I am.
I am Wyatt.
Because I’m Wyatt that means I’m beautifully unique.
As is everybody else.
Everyone is perfect in their own way.
They just have to see that for themselves :0
"That’s what the Illuminati hierarchy wanted to do. They wanted to take what they were doing in secret and they wanted to turn it over into the public arena. And now we see all these Illuminati hand signs and occult symbols. They become popular. They’re going to create a world religion."
— Fritz Springmeier (via mediaexposed)